Saturday, July 10, 2010

To J.A.

she put herself 
onto that little spot 
on the table

said she gets so angry at him sometimes so angry doesn't even want him to touch her

and her cheeks got so red eyes large 
those green eyes large 

explained
never had a family to turn to she said so she always turned to a boy and why is she so angry all the time 

after she had turned herself inside out 
we realized, really?

she is just angry at herself for being angry and 
not grateful 
not perfect
and yet inside of that unable to control that she is
still angry at him  

she went over there to get her hair pinned up and I saw her crying.

[i knew how that felt]

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