can you please please please
get on your knees for me?

Im serious.

My little brother is spiraling down fast
and there is nothing any of us can do.
He has been coming to work stoned
drunk
and was just put on a two week suspension.
I think he feels so lost and helpless
and unsure how to be a man in it all.
and... He's wasting away.
his veins are popping out.. and his skin is dry
he's unhealthy.
His friends are getting sick of it (He's been staying there.)
The last time he was home he kissed my Mom on the cheek.
this is unusual.

I feel so sad.
so helpless.
I just really want him.
in my eternal home.
and I just dont even know how to cry about this anymore.

My Mom emailed me and said that she hopes he doesn't kill himself
with all the drugs and drinking.

He needs to be woken up.

please pray.