I have discovered joy.

it isn't Max or the job or the new house the new location the people

its the still small voice the answered questions, the real and true and a live God that I do life with and next to and in everyday who has led me to max the job the new house the new location and the people

it is the spirit of thankfulness that he has brought me into by his grace because of the book the verses the small lesson that dropped the seed in Alaska

the thankfulness has killed the majority of the bitterness the fear the depression the anxiety the lack of trust that plagued me that still plagues me some days but as God brings me further into His eyesight

there is healing.

I have learned that:

If you feel as if God is prodding you in an area and you respond to Him and allow Him to work and move - in a sin area, or in a stronghold, in a lie, in your life - there will be freedom. God moves to produce freedom because Jesus came that we might have life and have it to the fullest.

I believe this. and I am learning to see.