my heart has been hurting a bit the last few weeks...
those familiar aches that come and go that people say are to be expected.

fond memories
things I wish I had never said and wishing I could patch them
but knowing that where I am is where I am and this is right
and that God can use every word, even the harmful ones to create gold
and I pray He does.

my tiny life
lies in Gods hands.

my small frame.

and when I cry I wish I had two arms to wrap around me but then I remember that God's are biggest
strongest
and I let him.

I must turn to God in every need
and ask Him to fill it
and as I spill my heart i can almost feel his breath take it from me

I have found Him to be the best love I could ever have
and Rod spelled it out beautifully yesterday

and I have been found. by the God of the universe.
He. Loves. Me.

and this
is where I want to be found
at your feet Jesus
my hands open wide

I receive your love
and I give you mine

this
is all there is
and where I want to be found.