sometimes I wish doors could be closed more quietly, you know?

with cheerful voices and waving as if I will see you soon and it will be okay then

I wish I knew what to say to you but I don't. 

youd think that I would because

I know you so well

but I dont and I always end up saying the wrong thing.

I want to say the things that will heal you

that will wrap up those parts of you 

and I end up finding that silence is probably more healing than most of the things I have said.

I hope that someday it wont have to be that way. I wait for it because.

silence is loud.

but I wish you well. know that. I wish you will. the best in fact. always.