I dont really know you very well.

but, I talk to you everyday because they say that you understand

they say that you are kind

and strong

and mighty like a lion

but also, a lamb.

I dont really understand that, but

i like it.

they say you're my brother

my husband

my lover

everything I could ever want

but sometimes I just want someone to hold me for hours

and I dont feel your hands around me

but, they say that you are really there

and your angels

I dont really understand that, but

i like it.

they say that if I trust in you and keep opening my hand up

and giving you what I am holding onto so tightly

that you will make me have wings

and suddenly I will be much happier and filled

and sometimes I close my eyes so that I can hear you and see you

they say you should close your eyes when you pray

and this one time I think I felt your body next to mine

and I didnt want to wake up

and even though I can't hear audible words from you

sometimes I guess I know what you are saying

I dont really understand that, but

i like it.

I grew up thinking that I had to be someone

something different from myself

I have learned that I like who I am

and, oddly enough, you like who I am.

sometimes I dont believe that, but I feel your eyebrow lift when

when I do something I shouldn't

and even though I dont see your face, sometimes I can tell

you are smiling at me

at me

at me?

me.

and if you like me, I should like me.

I understand that, and

i like it.