yesterday I was told

the right man for you will be the one who never makes you cry

then a native from Alaska ran into us at the mall and told us never ever to enter into a marriage unless you are both completely whole because of the abuse 

and I received a letter from a friend who is unhappy in her marriage, warning me about marriage.

its funny that all of this comes in one day because it is the thing I am scared of most.

either way, God allowed these things to enter into my world, and so, I can only guess that there is something I am to learn from them.

I learned to turn to Danny for encouragement and to refute these statements and fears

with his love, and his promises, but even better, Gods promises

I learn to turn to God, and realize that I must turn these fears to Him and ask Him to work in them in HIS timing... not mine.

I've been trying to fix them for too long, and it doesn't work that way.

I can't.

and I get exhausted.

because truthfully I would like somethings to break before I get married

and they have been slowly..

it is up to Him... and His timing.

and I am asking Him to.

sometimes He is so slow....

But, my Danny said that

He'd prove my fears wrong

that he'd wash my feet until the day I die

and so, I guess, Him being the man of His word

He won't forget that.

and I must take refuge in the wings of my Lord

until He releases me to take refuge in the wings of Danny

even if

even if my Danny failed me

my God wouldn't. so I have security.

and my God wants me to be with someone that won't fail me.

and so, i'm learning to trust God.

love you all.

Glad to be back.

chels

Marriage is a mirror image.. or a "Shadow" of things to come. 

its a reflection of Jesus and His Church! he doesn't just DEAL with his Church. HE LOVES his Church every day. and he WANTS His Bride. and He is preparing a place for her. and He is interceding for Her! and He laid down His life for HER and he LOVES her in every sense of the word!  - Danny