so God has taught me this concept of
"rolling it off on Him"
committing your way to Him
giving it to Him

But how do you do that when
YOU have to act
and YOU don't know what to do
and YOU are in control of the situation
and YOU don't think there is a whole lot of direction comin at you
that's what I want to know.

because I can tend to act rashly, to just know what I think is best
and then BANG people are so stinking mad at me
and then like 7408327592 people give me 573920570923 opinions and
I end up just sitting there
frozen
not knowing what the heck to do.

I know the Holy spirit leads
but sometimes there are like 7 different messages coming at you
and I am really sick of that
and I just want to pick the right one.

ba-humbug.

HELP.

I AM BAD AT THIS.