one

thing I like about my boyfriend
is how he engrains things inside of him
so that they are not just thoughts
or little pieces of clothes
but they are actually a part of who he is

take for instance, Hebrews 11
if God has been pushing that on him for awhile now
he looks at that and says
oh
and starts putting the words inside of his head his heart his soul
until he can live it out
and so the Holy spirit can bring it to his memory whenever he wants
and so Danny can speak the truth out when he wants too

If Danny is that serious about God
and about mouse traps in the house
and disciplined about closing his eyes during bad parts in movies
or get rid of facebook because of the natty adds
what does that scream about how he will love me
once he has made me a part of his heart his soul his head

and I've been in his head lately...
you know, like,
the last
what
2.5 years?
and
its sucked a lot of days
and we have had a lot of fights
and we probably both should have walked away
a lot of times
but
he means too much to me
and I mean too much to him
and so, he's changed
and I've changed
so that there aren't as many bumps
and I am pretty sure if we keep
trying to make the way he is the way I am
or the way I am the way he is
as we take them before God
if this is part of our head our heart our soul
what does that say about
the way we will be in 50 years?

(probably the same person)
(and I hope that I am this way with God because
if I am like that with Danny
then how will I be like with God?
hopefully in 50 years
my head my heart and my soul
looks a little more like God)

and then we can be godly together.