Thursday, January 14, 2010

Jeshua


finally moved out.

my Mom says anytime she gets a time a lone
the tears come.

[if you could please hug her for me, it'd be great]

I think I have expected it so long, that I feel a little numb to it

and as Rod spoke about Abraham a few weeks before Alaska
the thought came to me that maybe this time my Dad is Abraham

Abraham
Abraham
give up your son.

[trust me with it]

4 comments:

Unknown said...

chels, praying that God will get a hold of Jeshua - God pursues the lost, that is each of our stories. Praying for Jesh's heart to turn to flesh. i love you chels, standing in the gap with you. hugs -

melodramaticnihilism said...

While praying for him I was brought back to the very popular prodigal son story. I think it would offer some hope at how God works miracles.

I love you dear.

Beth said...

from one hurting sister to another: i am on my knees with you & for you. for your brother & mine. it's hard. it hurts. our Father knows & is hurting too. HE can soften their hearts & bring them back. i love you chelsea! you are so beautiful inside & out!

crystal said...

chels I am in the same boat with my brother. it sucks and is so HARD. And sometimes it feels hopeless. But we serve a God of Hope. so we can press on and hold fast to his promises and long for the day when we will see them fulfilled in our families...so I will be praying this for your family and mine.
love ya!