he called me

his hands were shaking and his voice was heavy

God had just showed up.

the doubt had been banished to where it belonged

and I saw him as a man someday

able to point at a mountain and say MOVE

and it'd get up and go

there are a lot of mountains in Alaska

and I can't wait to hear what the news has to say

what the news would say about all of us

if we used the great faith we had to move the darkness

we can move the darkness through the power our pride our boast of JESUS IN US

JESUS SURROUNDING US

I can just say JESUS heal my family, give it freedom

and Jesus would not give me a stone for my request of bread

Father

Father

Father

heal my family

give it freedom

I can't wait to give you and update tomorrow.

2. 

He's sleeping in the room off to the right down the hall

right next to the big black letters "VAN TIL"

graffiti, on the wall.

I have seen two things

fear

timidity

doubt

rest

peace

faith

in this man

battle

battle

battle I do not fear you

YOU ARE ON

I WILL WIN

I HAVE WON

I am fighting for the life of the man

who raised me from birth

Jesus IS going to relay the foundations of our family

THERE WILL BE

THERE IS

rest.

peace.

and faith.

doubt is banished to where it belongs

and I wait

and I revere the name of Jesus

and 

there is healing in His precious wings.

3.

I will not live as though there is something desperately wrong with me

I am right. I have the mind of Christ.

I am rooted in Him.

I am in love with Him (oh, God and I want more of you, I am desperately in need of you)

the refrigerator is fidgeting and burping

some engine of something is humming

I am whispering truth because no one is here except of God in me

and He is pleased with truth

and a big bright shield called faith in which  I extinguish firey missiles 

(I'm more fiesty than you thought)

tires spinning on the ice.

all is well

though not all is well and there are so many questions and things that still need to happen and when will it end

and yet

it won't end

and so I might as well grab faith by the balls

(sorry, I had to say it)

and really believe that as IS IS IS WELL

because God IS IS IS in control

and WIL WILL WILLLL make His BEST plan

beautiful.

and Jesus sees faith

and responds to it.