I must and will continue on

this time cloaked in different clothes

because the Lord is destroying fear of man

and anxiety

and I am putting His clothes on

His aroma

I cannot will not fail

this

with His supernatual

undeserved 

divine 

assistance

inside of my body

I am a carrier of the Lord's presence

and I accept it.

I can feel me changing

still wearing the same clothes

brushing the same teeth and yet

peace will infest me it will it will it will!

because

where the spirit of the Lord is

there is Freedom

and I have been praying for that for years

[and finally I can feel the spirit]

and so finally

I am becoming free!!!

2.

I can see the summer falling

off the trees.