not going to lie, not really sure all the time how to do this Jesus thing b/c

sometimes I miss the little corner I can call my own

feeling a bit limbless today as they have all been pulled in different directions

I feel sometimes I have let everyone down when I am not in tip-top condition

it started with Amber's spine on a run this morning, long errands

the wrong size gallon bags, hassle with the title and the wrong name and the new car

that list that needs to get worked on that I really haven't had time to chizzle away at

a baseball game in a few minutes

feeling like I havent had the moment to appreciate the sun, the swayin curtain and precious manly D-the Greek salad and guitar strings (I appreciate it!)

today

feeling like it all depends on me to make the two women in the next room happy or Marie happy or DM happy or Brooke and Sarah happy or Chip happy or God happy

feeling like I'd like to have a couple arms to fall into instead of being the arms

and then I realize

where Jesus

has been

all day

long

(arms open)