Tuesday, March 03, 2009

a fifth of vodka? -- YOU
I laugh because you are so much more brilliant than that and you don't even know it
exiting the store without the right age or the pay - the cops are sending you to court now

do they know you are an excellent artist, photographer, pianist? I bet they don't know.

I see you baby, pierced nose, pierced lip, pierced ears 
the ink biting your arm, your heart (Daddy sees it too)

I see you baby, staring up in disbelief
still pierced, still tattooed 
maybe even in the market for another

but collapsed at the alter 
your broken, wise eyes -- strangely fierce and truthful
you are the saved one, the saved one
you know grace
in a way I do not

You're taller than me, but a baby
a small prince, you can finally look in my eyes, pure one
Son of the Living God

I remember knowing you and understanding you in a way they did not
trying to peel back scripture for you and I think it is the last time you tried
taking up the corner of the gray couch
your heart poached with fear, fear, fear that has become numb with years
the devil who is overcome was even then dripping his alcohol, his drugs, his abuse, his thievery of child-hearts into yours
wish I knew about him then I would have kicked his ass

Your heart, I know who it belongs too
who I have been praying will take it
who I believe will take it in time
I will try to bridge this gap
and believe in a God who's hands are covered over you
laughing at our frenzy because
He is gentle, and he knows and with one word
your heart would be blooming, I know

you will understand me again, you will!

1 comment:

Lindsey Joy said...

i love reading you blogs. you are such a great example and so transparent.....thanks chels