Friday, June 06, 2008

i feel like God is saying to me

Just me
Just me
Just me

over and over and

sing
sing
sing

about

Just me
Just me
Just me

and quit trying to love everyone so much and start loving

me
me
me

because out of that will leak out love for others because I will be thinking thoughts that sound a more like His and then my thoughts of others will sounds more like His

and if that means I am not seen or heard or known or someone that is well known for being a part of the boiler room or my family I will still know I must still know that my heart is right 

and I won't know that until I know that my insides are the only thing that I can bring to God and that I would use my gifts and my voice for just Christ because I don't want to be like a Pharisee I dont need to be seen or heard and even this even this I want to stop saying now

God I just want my heart to be right I want to stop loving other people and i want to stop getting confused with the fact that loving other people means pleasing other people because it doesn't 

and what I do for anyone else and any love I give to anyone else means nothing if I am not doing it out of God love

so maybe God is inviting me into an exclusive time
opening up his robe a little bit saying, come into the folds
be quiet with

just me
just me
just me


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