dizzy

something beautiful about
greasy hair and
your voice well used from singing to the Lord
Once soundtrack playin in the background
rest

truly a desire in the heart to seek after the LORD with everything in your being
and letting go and letting go and letting go and having to let go again of the things you have used so long to fill up and be security to you and allow them to be instead of trying to obtain them for yourself

its beautiful to let go and watch things come, from God and no yourself

its honest

its beautiful watching the young women you have invested in and should be praying for more turn into lovely women of God and dream of the mission field
to know
when you met them they didn't have that passion
to watch that break forth within
emma's hands on the piano
rebekah leaning on Jill
Jill and I on the veranda
DanMike at 2 am praising the Lord in the garage
Janessa and Shaina washing the dishes
Dave cooking pancakes
Don and Steve doing Crossword puzzles next to them
Tom and Jerry in the corner
Sarah waking up to the guitar
Chip and Brooke on their way home

Time with the community that belongs to the kingdom
that I'll get to share a little time with later on (eternity sounds good)

Jen inviting Janessa to my bunkbed for (the month of June?)

its beautiful the way it works out
the way God moves his hands around and watches it all
come about
the way
He planned

Ps. L, E, Em, J, Ja